| 2012 | 
VENT RANT: 1) My birthday’s coming up and I hate birthdays because I always feel obligated to make everyone else happy. It’s my day, not yours. 2) Everyone’s leaving for college, Hawaii, Washington, Idaho, Corvallis, Eugene, everywhere and I hate talking about summer and college because I know that once that hits, it’s all over. Teenage dream turns into adult hood AKA “deal with your own shit because you’re on your own.” 3) My dad, I saw him today, I miss him. He has no one left but Charlie and Aimee. I can’t do anything to help him but I want to so much. 4) My mom, I’ve been ignoring her for the past week, been going out every single day, doing my own thing. It’s lonely when you try to be independent. It’s really lonely. What do I do? Go to college and leave my mom and dad, or stay home and be forever lonely? 5) Who are my friends? Will they stick with me when college hits? Will I ever be able to find what I want to major in? 6) Everyone’s leaving Old Navy, all the old workers that got hired with me. All that’s left are the new workers, I don’t want them to leave me. I don’t want to leave. It’s a steady job, I enjoy working there, I’m good at what I do, but no one wants to stay. No one wants to keep the same pattern, everyone wants to move on with their lives. But what is there to move on to?
